29.

Something's missing.

Creativity?
Probably.

Emotion?

I self endulge in these timeless signatures of seconds I can't bare to remember.
I'm crying out to someone who isn't there.
Me, more or less.

I need to be happy with being happy.
Settle for the lesser things.
Learn to understand simple is easy.
Easy is happy.

I'm losing sleep.
Endless nights of anxiety about nothing.

Oh, I'm boring.

I'm breaking his heart.
I'm slaughtering mine.
He still seemingly acts as though I don't care about him.
I can't stand him.
He's always there.
I always love him.

I'm lost.

I want things I can't have.
I push away things I need.

I need a break.
Liberation.

I need someone named Liberation.
Lib meaning "Free".

Free.